Intro :
I think it’s great to have many people around you who care about you. Well I do have some people around me, and I don’t know what they think about me, if they care about me or not, it doesn’t really matter because I do care about them. Even sometimes it’s hurts when I know they didn’t care about me like what I did about them, but I think it’s great if someday when you need someone to talk to, and there’s a friend standing there anywhere anytime to listen to your story -even it’s a sad story or happy story-. Maybe they didn’t realize it yet, but when they look back I’m there behind of them, always available for them. I think that’s what friends are 😉
About Me :
I’m a daughter of a small family, living in a small house with my Mom and Dad.
Almost 60% of my time is sitting in front of computer, even it working or watching drama it’s done in front of PC, the 20% is on the road traffic jam, and the rest is sleeping (lol)
Do i sound’s like hikikomori or himono onna? xD
What I’m good at :
I’m good at self-taught, especially languages, I think it’s a gift, just by hearing it, I can understand, I mean it’s easy for me to understand it, even the writes 🙂
Now I’m learning Japanese (pretty good, i can read katakana, hiragana and some kanji), Korean (able to read hangeul and daily conversation, but still learning the context), Thai (still learning the basic conversation and the alphabet), and Hindi (beginner).
I’m doing some romanization and translation too, for lyrics (korean song / japanese song), but for translation still hard for me >,< still learning, hope we can learn each other xD
if you want to see my lyrics romanized or translated, you can go to “音楽 Review“
What I’m bad at :
I have a bad sense of direction, to the point ridiculously. Because even the place is the place I often go like once a week for 1 year, I will still get lost… Even when I’m going to a Shopping Center/Mall, I will get lost and can’t find the way out… So if you see me, please kindly tell me the right way, don’t tell me to read the “Road Sign”, because I also bad at reading a map and sign… hehehe
A bit sloppy and stubborn.
My Life Phase
I was a game freak
I’m learning my english from game, since it’s a self-taught I’m pretty bad on grammar. 😦 Okay, who said playing game is bad influence, there also many good influence, you can improve your english hehehe. It’s all because of my brother who poisoned me with this game thingy when I was around ten years maybe. The first console I played was nintendo (Street Fighter, Mario Bross etc), we always played 2 player games. When we are quarreling, he won’t let me use the console wahahhaa. He’s 4 years older than me.
Then I hooked into RPG (Role Playing Game) when it’s come to Playstation. The first RPG game I played is Final Fantasy VII–VIII–XI. To play this game, I need to understand english, I was such a kid back then, and an old –My Brother’s– dictionary always sitting right beside when I played this game -LOL-. My strong will to understand the whole story of the game hahaha… Later I played many MMORPG (Online games), but in international server, so I learn many other languages from many gamer virtual friends (such as tagalog, spain, etc). Even now, there are still many gamer blood in me, I’m kinda freak because when I’m playing game, I will forget anything (even sleep, eat, drink & bathing), keep sitting in front of computer, leveling… (this one is not a good thing to do hahaha). Do you know? my name Rinrin is from Rinoa Heartily (She’s the female lead of RPG Final Fantasy VIII) she’s my fave character, I even cut my hair and part my hair side just like her.
And even my Fave composer is Nobuo Uematsu (He’s the one who compose “Waltz For The Moon” the Waltz scene of Rinoa & Squall *kyahahaha*. Nobuo Uematsu is someone I adore, he also a self-taught musician, he is someone who inspired me.
I love a great graphic kind of game, such as Final Fantasy, Granado Espada, Lineage II, any many more, It’s awesome! Now I hold myself from game, because I have to work, as time goes by and being adult, I need to earn money, so stuck in game is a bit difficult since I’m a hot-blood, I’m afraid that I cannot spend my time wisely, so I endure this activity.
I was an anime freak too (and I still am)
I’m learning my japanese from anime, I only watched kinda detective, sci-fi, bloody, action and fantasy kind of anime, I also only bought that kind of manga such as Detective Conan, Fullmetal Alchemist, One Piece, Claymore, and many others. I like most is One Piece, I always want to cosplay as them with full member (it’s hard to find the other) >_< I love Oda-sensei (the mangaka of One Piece), he make such a lovely friendship story among the pirates. They’re quarreling each other but still, the friendship are strong, they had faith each other, maybe the phrase “Fighting among friendship will make the bond stronger” is right in this Oda-sensei ‘s One Piece.
I was an otaku, watching anime and listen to anime OST is my prior thingy. I was a poor student who not afford to buy anime magazine back then, so I was borrow my friend’s anime magazine to read, and learn japanese from that magazine by copied it xD That’s why I can read katakana and hiragana now. Attend to many Otaku event, like going to matsuri and cosplay event (even I’m not the cosplayer, I’m just taking their pics xD).
and now I’m a drama lover (this is my currently state)
I’m learning korean from korean drama. I’m a japanese drama lover at first, especially their suspense drama. I like korean drama for their romantic story. I learn hangeul writings from a book cost around 1-3 bucks (I’m not sure about the price since it’s a gift from my ex haha) but that’s an old book with old romanization (MR is used in year 1930s-2000), which is not being used now. Now they already revised the standard romanization into RR (being used from 2000-now). The one you see in lyrics romanization is using RR standard romanization.
My Subbing Project
- 花ざかりの君たちへ – イケメン☆パラダイス~2011 | Hanazakari no Kimitachi e 2011 (J-dorama 2011)
- キミとボク | Kimi to Boku (J-Movie 2011)
Way to Find Me
- Tumblr
- Yahoo Messenger : aikawa_ringo@yahoo.com
- MSN : rinrin-chan@hotmail.com
- Skype : aikawaringo
I’d love to make friends, you can ask me anything, just drop your message here or above. I’ll answer right away if I could answer it. 😉
Final Words… “Nice to meet you!” 🙂
Hi Aikawaringo
I’m Kazu-Ichi, one of the team leaders from Fighting! Fansubs. A while ago you posted in our chatbox that you’d like to join fansubbing. I don’t know if you saw, but Dash did reply to your comment. We would absolutely love to have you on board, but we need for you to apply here- http://ffsubs.com/join-us-2/ once we have this information we can send you the link to our private forum where we interact with the rest of the group. I hope this finds you well and that we’ll be able to work together soon.
Done! Thanks for the warmth welcome 😉
Hello,
I have this lady that i have been dating. I first started talking to her i March 2010. We dated until the day after Thank giving of that year( 11/26/2010. There was a lot of passion but to my surprise, she decided to leave. I did my best in treating her well. She always said how i am the best thing that happened to her. I felt the same way too. At that time i let go. She gave me different reasons why she wanted to leave especially she always said that she does not feel that she is ready for a relationship and i let her know that i understand. It wasn’t as tough since i was able to handle it. Now when it came to valentines of this year, i decided to her call and just do something for her. She kept asking what is was and ended up telling me that we need to stop talking so we don’t have to go back to seeing each other. At that point i told her i will give her space and i hangup the phone. Three days later she called me at around 3 am and she said that she wanted to talk. She was literary begging. So we met that Friday evening and we talked about everything. She wanted me to take her back. I t wasn’t tough for me to make that decision because she was nice to me when we were together. Now this time around we got even closer and we were so in love. She told me how she would kill her self if i ever left her or if i die. I told here how much felt too and how i would not live without her. We had a lot of plans for our future. Now This summer about 4 weeks ago, she went to visit her friends in Houston for about 3 weeks. I currently live in Dallas. When she was there we still talked on the phone a lot. We never stopped telling good morning. And when i get off from work, still talked like she was here. When she was coming back from Houston, that was on Sunday morning, she told me that we needed to talk whenever she gets here. She did not want to tell me what it was until we met. So we met that Tuesday. I bought her some gifts including a card telling how much i missed her and that i am she is back. To mu surprise again, she wanted to break up. I did not have a clue on how to respond to it. She said this time that i was the best man she ever had and that she will ever have. She even started crying and i was there comforting her and letting her know that i am always there for her and how i did not want her to leave. She said how much she had a lot going on in her life and that she has been praying and God told her that that was the right thing for her to do. She called me that night at around 2 am but i wasn’t able to pick up the phone since i was asleep. I even could not call her back, that how much i was hurt. So i decided to call her on Saturday. I talked to her that Saturday and she told me a lot more stuff about how she is not even talking to her friends i Houston anymore. How she hasn’t talked to them for the last 3 days. She told me how she will always love me and keep me in her prayers and spirits. I asked her to meet that following Monday since i needed to talk to her. This time i could not take it any more and i shade a lot of tears. I tried very hard to ask her to stay and that if there is anything she needs i will always be there and if there is anything she is going through that i am ready to help her. She started crying too. All she said was she will think about it. Later that night she called me and this time she was crying hard. I had to try and comfort her over the phone. We talked from around 10 pm to 2 am. She told me how she wanted me to be happy and that i deserve better. She talked about how that had a lot better things for me. She said i am a very good man and she had done me a lot of wrong. She said she will not me happy unless i am happy and that she was very confused. She we can be friends for now and that she does not want me to get hurt by anyone ever again. She even asked me to be very careful because she cares a lot about me. I told her a lot same stuff.I We talked last night too for about 3 hours. I do not want her to leave but i don’t know what to do next. Please advise me because i know she loves me and cares for me but i don’t know what to do to get her back.
Thank you,
Hmm, I’m also confuse with your story, I don’t even understand why she want to break up with you when she really really loves you. Does she has any secret that you don’t know? Like she’s going to somewhere or she got sick? Well, normally, if a girl really wants to breakup with you, I think she wouldn’t call you or talking with you 3 hours a day…
I don’t know if she has any but the thing is i have never been in a situation like this before. Please tell me what you think i should do at this point. Because i am very confused at this point.
Sorry if I cant give you a good advise, because “one hand cannot clap”, if she insist to break up, then you cannot do anything (since you already beg her)…then all you can do is give her some space, like what you did last year. Give her some space to think, become her friend also not a bad things. You still can keep in touch with her, knowing what exactly happen to her, or maybe someday find out the reason why she wants to break up with you. Even you don’t want to let her go twice since she the one who wants to break up. You can call this open relationship, if you both find a way back together, then you can start over again. But if you both find another one who match up better, you can continue to be friends.
Sorry for peeking in, but I’ve actually got quite a bit of experience in helping people with this sort of problem.
To me it sounds as though she’s having emotional problems about some inner turmoil. The fact that she states that she’s “done you very wrong” implies that she’s done something in her past that she’s extremely not happy about. It does however sound as though she genuinely cares about you. You must attempt to get her to divulge what the problem is. What has she done that would make her so upset? Chances are that it’s something that will not make you very happy. If you truly wish to keep this relationship alive then you must keep a clear head and not be angry with her over it.
It’s also likely that she’s got very low self esteem and does not believe that she’s worthy of your love. The fact that she’s done something will only increase that belief. She can’t stand that she’s done this terrible thing and fears that if you ever find out about it you’ll hate her forever.
Thank you. I appreciate your advise. I have really thought hard about it and i believe you are right. I will just give her space. Thanks again. 🙂
Actually my advice was the opposite. You need to talk to her, not give her space. Right now what she needs is help. She’s confused and distraught over this horrible thing and only your love and understanding can help her get over it.
oh, sorry, the “give space” i mean here is not stay away far from her, but not to insist for the relationship. Since he desperately don’t want to break up with her. So just stay as friend and listening 🙂
So what should i really do. Because i am willing to forgive her. I am always very calm every time we talk. Especially during this time. Do you think it’s some thing that happened when she went Houston ? I forgot to mention that she got into an argument with her friend because of me, that is what she told me that Saturday but when i later asked her she changed and said it wasn’t because of me.
Hmm, idk what happened in Houston, but there are “maybe”. We can’t even guessing, should wait until she reveal the truth. Are you really ready to forgive her? even for the worst things? I hope I was loved like that 😀 envy that girl so much hehe…
I would rather not venture a guess at exactly what happened, and why she’s so upset.
You just need to be there for her. You need to get her to agree to go out with you someplace and talk things over. You need to get her to tell you about her problems and why she’s so upset. Convince her that whatever it is that she’s done you won’t be upset with her and want to help her. That you love her and that you want to be with her.
Yeah i am. I might hurt, but i will for give her. She might have something but i know that’s not her. I just want her in my life. Since the day i met her, i did not have any doubts. The same goes for her. She is actually the who said this first. I told her all these, but i just did not mention to her that i would forgive her for whatever it is that she did.
Well then you need to get together with her and let her know EXACTLY how you feel. She needs to know that in spite of this horrible thing whatever it is that you’ll still love her and want to be with her.
I will do that. Thanks a lot and really do appreciate all of you guys help. :)))
Go go go, Bernard!
Good Luck 😉
Fighting!
Thanks 😀
Hello,
I finally had a talk with her today. She was telling me that the second time she came back she did not have feelings for me but she came back because she knew i was a good man. I was just having a normal talk and letting her know that i am there for her and if their is anything wrong that happened or she did i am always ready to forgive her because i love and care for her. This actually contradicts everything that we did together and with the way she was asking me to give her a last kiss the day she was breaking up. She was kind of begging for the kiss. and also they way she changed her mind about having a fight with her friends in Houston about me and later saying the opposite really keeps me in a lot of doubt.
She later came back ans said the fight she had with her friends was not about me.She states that she wanted to tell me this since she came back and even she came back which does not make any sense to me.
I read some of your blog from America, I hope you are well.
Name is jay
hello jay, thanks for dropped by 🙂
Nice to know you ^^
Hi! I stumbled on your blog while I was writing a blog about the Korean” Jeju Chocolates” one of my co-worker got from Korea. Your blog is very creative and interesting especially the way you introduced yourself.
Cheers!
Humorineverydaylife
New York.
Hi! Humorineverydaylife, thanks for coming ^^
Lol, just wanna say hi. I am very like your ‘about’.
Hey if you are still struggling with hindi, i can help you learn it 🙂