Yang Eun Bi and Her Cute Pinky-Apple-Shaped-Sticky-Notes

Pinky Apple-Shaped-Sticky-Notes !!

Ahaha, lately my post is all about Flower Boy Ramyun Shop, because yeah I’m really hooked into this drama, Gosh, since I watch the 1st episode, there’s no episode which doesn’t makes me laugh! each of all episode is making me laugh so hard! Great romcom such as The Greatest Love 😉

…and I think this scene is quite funny LOL~

So she was reminiscing what Choi-sajang said, that she’s “특별/special”, “핫/Hot”,  that he was “질투/jealous”. Gosh which girl wouldn’t faint being loved like that, Choi-sajang such a cute guy. Especially when the song 사랑에 빠졌나봐 (Sarange ppajyeonabwa / It’s seems I fall in Love) was played on that scene, sung by Yuria (DNPD), this song is included in Flower Boy Ramyun Shop OST Part 2.

I like the way they go on date, not awkward at all, and seems so comfortable (even it’s just a normal date, watching movie at cinema, and play games on game center in a Shopping Center), peoples nowadays are tends to have such a date, but this movie makes something usual become so perfect, the OST of this drama “Happy” also played as the background song on this scene, make it more lovely wehehe (“Happy” is also sung by Yuria DNPD, and included in Flower Boy Ramyun Shop OST Part 1) 😀

But still I vote for our male lead “Cha Chi Soo” Wohoooo~ The Killer Kisser Cha Chi Soo, he almost killed many girls with that kiss wahahaha~~ *squealing and drooling*

Actually the other reason is because she stick so many pinky-apple-shaped-sticky-notes all over her face (remember my name is contains “ringo = apple” muahahaha). I already decided to post anything apple shaped that I ever saw into my blog! xD

I’m looking forward for the next 11th episode next week~
It’s going to reach it’s climax and about come to an end soon… T_T

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Insert Song in 9th Episode of Flower Boy Ramyun Shop

These song are the insert song (insert song are songs or musical pieces that occur within the body of drama/movie)  in the Episode 9 of Flower Boy Ramyun Shop which I currently really really hooked into so badly!!!!! It’s interesting how they mixed the old songs and new song into those character image in the drama, ahahaha… ^^ here you go~

1. Miss White Lily’s Random Song

아무것도 몰라요 (Amugeotdo Mollayo / I Don’t Know Anything) sung by 박지윤 (Park Ji Yoon), the song was released in year 1999.

2. Woo Hyun Woo’s Random Song

좋아좋아 (Joha Joha / I like you) sung by 일기예보 (Ilkiyebo / Weather Forecast), the song was released in year 1996.

3. Kim Ba Wool’s Random Song

교실 이데아 (Gyosil Idea/ Class Idea) sung by 서태지와 아이들 (Seotaiji Aideul / Seotaiji and boys III), the song was released in year 1994.

I know he’s the ex-hubby of Lee Ji Ah, but never know that he sings this kind of song. It’s kinda heavyyyyy!! 🙂

4. Choi Kang Hyuk’s Random Song

It’s Korean Children Song -LOL
Titled “나무야 나무야 ” (Namuya Namuya / The Tree)

Lyrics
♪ 나무야 나무야 서서 자는 나무야.
나무야 나무야 다리 아프지.
나무야 나무야 누워서 자거라 ♬

♪ namuya namuya seoseo janeun namuya.
namuya namuya dari apeuji.
namuya namuya nuwoseo jageora ♬

♪ Oh Tree, Oh Tree, the tree who stood there.
Oh Tree, Oh Tree’s leg is hurting.
Oh Tree, Oh The tree is laying down to sleep.♬

5. Yang Eun Bi’s Random Song

넌 내게 모욕감을 줬어 (Neon Naege Moyokkameul Jwosseo / You Offended Me) sung by Verbal Jint (버벌진트) ft. Koonta, the song was released in August 31 2011.

6. How about Cha Chi Soo’s Random Song??

Wait… wait… where’s the main male lead random song?
I think it’s Neoran Saram, the song played in the end of the episode is fit him on that scene… 😉

From all of the insert song in 9th Episode, I like the one Ms.White Lily’s Song “I Don’t Know Anything”, and Woo Hyun Woo’s Song most. How bout’ you?

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Happy Birthday, Mom!

Happy Birthday, Mom!

Today is November 26th 2011, my mom having her 51th birthday. She keep growing old, but thanks God she’s all healthy. I hope she having a long life to live, send me to marriage, see me giving birth to my baby, etc etc etc hehehe~ there are still many things to see, feel, and moment to be experienced, so she should be all healthy too 😉

She made her own birthday cake, it’s a 4 layers cake, let’s called it “Snowy Cake” since it’s all white. It tasted good, will be perfect if she put some strawberry jam inside each of the cake layers.

Yesterday she said that she had a dream that my niece Audrey, come to visit her on her birthday. But then she ask my 兄貴 (Aniki/big brother) to come this saturday, but he said that he will come alone after Spelling Bee Competition (he’s a teacher). She looks so disappointed when Aniki come to home alone, he didn’t bring Audrey along with him.

But while I’m at office (I’m working on Saturday too, not full time though), I got a phone call from onee-chan (my sis-in-law). She said that she will bring Audrey there to make a surprise, so Aniki didn’t tell my mom (hehe, they’re so sweet aren’t they?!). So I meet her with Audrey on a Shopping Mall to buy something then go home together.

TAAA~DA!!! Audrey is coming to Grandma House!

My mom really surprised when she looks onee-chan coming home bringing Audrey along with her, she was like squealing -LOL. She having a great time with Audrey today. She’s always being lovely, it’s a pleasure to see her crying and laughing along with her. She’s 10 months now, she can walk 5 steps! Time flowing so fast, another 2 months she will be 1 year baby haha. Soon she will be able to call me “Gomo” with her own mouth 🙂

Another Birthday Cake from Audrey, It’s written :

“Happy Birthday, Grandma!”

Of course the one who bought it is not Audrey, wehehe. This one is a Cake from  Shop, of course it will tasted better than the one handmade hehehe…

We are having a small party in the house, my mom cook pretty much food, so we are eat it together. Then my dad come home too, so we are all together, he carry Audrey and keep playing with her. Too bad we didn’t take any pic there, because I don’t really dressed up (LOL – I look like a himono onna at home), It’s kinda shameful if I taking pic with that kind of looks (It will dropped my image wahahahaaaw~).  Actually, my mom doesn’t like to be shot, she said she’s too old for that, I still think memorize moment by taking photos is nothing to do with ages.  She don’t even light and blow up the candle, she just cut the cake and eat it. =.=

We are having a very great time today, so I think I should memorize this moment, even just with some letters on the blog. 😉

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보편적인 노래 (Bopyeonjeogin Norae / Common Song) – 브로콜리 너마저 aka Broccoli, You too [Lyrics Romanization & English Translation]

Another sad song from “Flower Boy Ramyeon Shop” ^^
You will hear this song when you watch the 8th episode of Flower Boy Ramyeon Shop. This song is the song when Yang Eun Bi (the female lead) was dating her ex-boyfriend, we could say it was their love song. This song sounds so good, easy listening kind of song, sung by an indie band named “브로콜리 너마저” (Broccoli, neo majeo aka -Broccoli, You Too), which contains 4 member (3 female and 1 male). click here to listen

보편적인 노래  (Bopyeonjeogin Norae / Common Song)
Sung by : 브로콜리 너마저 (Beurokolli Neo Majeo a.k.a Broccoli, You Too)

Hangeul Lyrics

보편적인 노래를 너에게 주고 싶어
이건 너무나 평범해서 더 뻔한 노래
어쩌다 우연히 이 노래를 듣는다 해도
서로 모른 채 지나치는 사람들처럼

그때, 그때의 사소한 기분 같은 건
기억조차 나지 않았을거야

Pre-Reff :
이렇게 생각을 하는 건 너무 슬퍼
사실 아니라고 해도 난 아직 믿고 싶어
너는이 노래를 듣고서 그때의 마음을
기억할까, 조금은

Reff :
보편적인 노래가 되어
보편적인 날들이 되어
보편적인 일들이 되어
함께한 시간도 장소도 마음도 기억나지 않는
보편적인 사랑의 노래
보편적인 이별의 노래에
문득 선명하게 떠오르는
그때, 그때의 그때

*Back to Pre-Reff
*Back to Reff

그렇게 소중했었던 마음이
이젠 지키지 못한 그런 일들로만 남았어
괜찮아 이제는 그냥 잊어버리자
아무리 아니라 생각을 해보지만

*Back to Reff

Lyrics Romanization

Bopyeonjeogin noraereul neoege jugo sipeo
Igeon neomuna pyeongbeomhaeseo deo ppeonhan norae
Eojjeoda uyeonhi i noraereul deudneunda haedo
Seoro moreun chae jinachineun saramdeul cheoreom

Geuttae, geuttaeui sasohan gibun gateun geon
Gieokjucha naji anhasseulgeoya

Pre-Reff :
Ireohke saenggageul haneun geon neomu seulpeo
Sasil anirago haedo nan ajik mitgo sipeo
Neoneun i noraereul deutgoseo geuttaeui maeumeul
Gieokhalkka, jogeumeun

Reff :
Bopyeonjeogin noraega doeeo
Bopyeonjeogin naldeuri doeeo
Bopyeonjeogin ildeuri doeeo
Hamkkehan sigando jangsodo maeumdo gieoknaji anhneun
Bopyeonjeogin sarangeui norae
Bopyeonjeogin ibyeoleui noraee
Mundeuk seonmyeonghage tteo oreuneun
Geuttae, geuttaeui geuttae

*Back to Pre-Reff
**Back to Reff

Geureohke sojunghaesseotdeon maeumi
Ijen jikiji mothan geureon ildeulroman namasseo
Gwaenchanha ijeneun geunyang ijeobeorija
Amuri anira saenggaegeul haebojiman

**Back to Reff

English Translation

I want to give this common song for you
It’s just a very ordinary and more simple song
Somehow, if I accidentally hear this song
Feels like we are people who don’t know each another

The slightest feeling at that time
You probably don’t remember

Pre-Reff:
Having this kind of thought makes me feel so sad
Even I know it’s not true, I still want to believe it
When you hear this song, your feelings at that time
Will you still remember, even just a bit?

Reff :
It became a common song
It became a common days
It became a common things
The time, place, feelings we shared together which forgotten
It’s just a common love song
It’s just a common break-up song
Suddenly everything become so clear
That time, in the past

*Back to Pre-Reff
*Back to Reff

Such a precious feeling like that
Now only become something that you can’t protect
It’s alright, now let’s just forget about it
Although you already try so hard not to think that way

*Back to Reff

Hangeul Lyrics : Daum
Lyrics Romanization & English Translation : aikawaringo

Please give a proper credit if you going to use it anywhere.
Thanks for those who put my name under the credits

This is how I interpreted this song:

It was like, in our heart there’s an mp3 player which will shuffle a song randomly depend on our heart’s feelings. So when you’re happy, your heart is playing a pleasant song. Then when you’re in love, your heart will play a love song (-LOL), and when you’re sad your heart will play “Fur Elise” or “Beethoven’s Symphony No. 5” (wahahaha!!!). Our heart’s mp3 player is way cooler than any mp3 player sold in public nowadays!

Then sometimes, when you listen to a song, that song will suddenly remind you to someone, or a moment you spent with that “someone”. Not only the song, but also the lyrics will somehow remind you to that “one” too. I remember I ever tearing up when I listen to GNA ‘s song (OST The Greatest Love in my previous post “How a Song Can Digging Up Your Memories”) because somehow that song makes me remember “that guy” haha, it’s a silly memories.

That’s why when Eun Bi listen to that song, reminds her to her ex-bf. She said to Chi Soo:

“이 노래, 그냥 노래 아니야”
(I norae, geunyang norae aniya | this song is not just a song)

It’s not just a song for her, it’s a meaningful things for her contains her precious memories with her ex.

 About this song :

When you’re dating, you and your lover will have a precious time you spent together, place you often come together when you’re on date (or maybe the place you both vow love each other), days you remember to be celebrate (maybe birthday or anniversary), the things you keep from your lover (rings, scarf, any other gift you received) and also maybe a song that both of you used to love or sing together. But when they’re not lover anymore, those things just became a common thing which going to be forgotten soon. Because you will get a new lover, which means you will get a new place, new days to celebrate, new love song, etc. In the song, he said that it makes him feel sad if the girl really forgot all about it, that’s why he want to give this common song for her, and wonder if she will remember even just a bit. So the song is about a common easy listening song which is will dig up your memories when you listen to the song.

Did this song bring back your memories when you listen to it?

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너란 사람 (Neoran Saram / Someone Like You) – 정일우/Jung Il Woo [Lyrics Romanization & English Translation]

Do you know that our Scheduler is currently working in a Ramyeon Shop?

Our Scheduler was reincarnated, this time he was born as Cha Chi Soo, the heir of Cha Sung Group, he currently working at a Noodle Shop named “Flower Boy Ramyeon Shop” as Dan Moo Ji’s Assistant (Dan Moo Ji is Korean Yellow Pickled Radish)

-LOL Im just kidding xD

Recently I watch a very interesting drama, It’s “Flower Boy Ramyeon Shop”, aired at TvN. It’s still airing every Monday~Tuesday (I don’t hate Monday anymore -LOL) and currently waiting for the next episode next week (it’s the 9th Episode). It’s very funny, and lovely, you will hook into it, I’m sure! wahahaha. Jung Il Woo is singing one of the OST. and Ta-Da! Here’s the song (It’s fresh from the oven xD~) I really like this song, even though the meaning is quite painful … T-T

너란 사람 (Neoran Saram / Someone Like You)
Sung by : 정일우/Jung Il Woo

OST 꽃미남 라면가게 (Flower Boy Ramyeon Shop)
Release date : November 25th 2011

Hangeul Lyrics

너란 사~람 도 이 렇 게
다시 또 나를 떠나네
내 서~툰 사랑이 널 떠나 보내도
그 저 나는 그 자~리에

바보 처럼 웃고있죠, 바보 처럼 웃고있죠
나 이제 널 지울수 있어
바보 처럼 웃고있죠, 바보 처럼 웃고있죠
나 그댈 보내야 하겠죠

너 란 사람 날 떠나가
내 맘은 미칠듯이 아파
내 맘 까지도 너 하나뿐이었는데
더는 내 곁에 우리란건 없는데

바보 처럼 웃고있죠, 바보 처럼 웃고있죠
나 이제 널 지울수 있어
바보 처럼 웃고있죠, 바보 처럼 웃고있죠
나 더는 아무렇지 않아

바보 처럼 웃고있죠, 바보 처럼 웃고있죠
나 이제 모두 지울수 있어
바보 처럼 웃고있죠, 바보 처럼 웃고있죠
나 더는 기억나지 않 ㅡ 아

Lyrics Romanization

Neoran sa~ram do ireohke
Dasi tto nareul tteonane
Nae seo~tun sarangi neol tteona bonaedo
Geu jeo naneun geu ja~rie

Babo cheoreom utgoitjyo, babo cheoreom utgoitjyo
Na ije neol jiulsu isseo
Babo cheoreom utgoitjyo, babo cheoreom utgoitjyo
Na geudael bonaeya hagejyo

Neoran saram nal tteonaga
Nae mameun michildeusi apa
Nae mam kkajido neo hanappunieonneunde
Deoneun nae gyeote uriran geon eobneunde

Babo cheoreom utgoitjyo, babo cheoreom utgoitjyo
Na ije neol jiulsu isseo
Babo cheoreom utgoitjyo, babo cheoreom utgoitjyo
Na deoneun amureohji anha

Babo cheoreom utgoitjyo, babo cheoreom utgoitjyo
Na ije modu jiulsu isseo
Babo cheoreom utgoitjyo, babo cheoreom utgoitjyo
Na deoneun gieoknaji anha

English Translation

Even someone like you…
Leaving me again like this
My painful love already send you away
But I still standing there

I’m Laughing like a fool, laughing like a fool
Now I can erase you
I’m Laughing like a fool, laughing like a fool
I should send you away

Someone like you who leave me
Makes my heart hurting so bad
In my heart, there was only you
Now, there’s nothing between us anymore

I’m Laughing like a fool, laughing like a fool
Now, I can erase you
I’m Laughing like a fool, laughing like a fool
I don’t care anymore

I’m Laughing like a fool, laughing like a fool
Now, I can erase everything
I’m Laughing like a fool, laughing like a fool
I wouldn’t remember any of it anymore

Hangeul Lyrics : Daum
Romanization & English Translation : aikawaringo

Please give a proper credit if you going to use it anywhere.
Thanks for those who put my name under the credits 😉

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Do You Remember Fin.K.L?

I really love this song… the most I like from all of their song.

Fin.K.L is a legend in Korean Girl Band (year active 1998-2002), they are being loved by soooo many fans. You might know some of their member who still exist even now, It’s Lee Hyori, Ock Joo Hyun, Lee Jin (Man of Honor) and Sung Yu Ri (Maknae | Hong Gil Dong, Romance Town). Ock Joo Hyun is Fin.K.L member who is fat when their first debut (you can see their old video), but she lost her weight and become slim. She inspired many girls in Korea at that time, look at the video, Ock Joo Hyun is the one who has the strongest vocal, she’s slim now. 🙂

They are really shining at their era. After the unofficial breakup of the group at 2002, some of them go solo, and some of them go drama.

Somehow, for some reason, when I watch “The Greatest Love“, Gu Ae Jung’s girlband “Girl National Treasure” is so much likely Fin.K.L. The number of the member (it’s 4 person), the way they dressed up, their  MV,  the maknae (the youngest member) hairstyle, and also the dismissal of the group.

Too bad, they only last for 4 years, but the 4 years are really shining through the nation. Look at the video, even it’s a year 1999’s MV, they looks so fashionably, pure and not naughty, doesn’t looks fake too (I mean fake here is, trying to be cute or etc like whatever Korean girl band nowadays), I really love them. And the concert theme is so me, I love white!!! (maybe the theme is pure white love or something xD).

They are in their beginning of 20’s at that time, and now they all already on their 30’s. Makes me realize, human keep aging, and time keep flowing, but they’re still beautiful at their 30’s!!! +_+

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Picking A Love Relationship is Like Picking A Shoes in A Shop?

Sometimes I think that picking a love relationship is like…
picking the only one pair of beautiful shoes left in a shop.

So the story was like this:

First, you’re stepping into a shop, and looking around. Then you eyes are catching very beautiful shoes that match your needs, it’s beautifully designed, very comfortable to wear, and the color just fit your taste.

The 1^st thing you do must be to check the price tag, whether the price is matching your wallet or not. “Oh, it’s pretty expensive”, but you still afford to buy it. After that you will try it on your feet, walk with it and looking at the mirror. Then suddenly you find a little scratch down on the toe, you ask for the available stock, but that’s the only one left.

Then you will wavering around, thinking; Should I buy this, or not? Is this the best shoes? Is there any other shoes out there will be better than this?

You think like that so after you bought this shoes, you wouldn’t get any regret since it’s pretty expensive. But when you busy with your thought, another woman come and took that shoes from the showcase, and bring it to the cashier. Congratulation Miss, you lost the shoes.

Picking a love relationship

First, you going somewhere, and looking around, and your eyes is catching a good looking guy, you met him, talk with him and find out that you have a strong chemistry with him, he has a great humor sense just fit in you, and you feel really comfort around him. Then the next thing you do must be checking whether he interest in you or not by going out with him a couple times, and find out that there are some things about him that didn’t really match with you (this is the little scratch), but yeah (let’s talk about the sweetest things), he’s into you and offer you a relationship.

But then you are wavering around because of his something that didn’t match you (the little scratch), and you looking around if there any other better guy who will fit you. When you are busy thinking about the probability of other perfect guy, don’t forget that he’s also not a bad guy, your eyes can catch him, doesn’t means that other women wouldn’t think the same way. Don’t be regret if you lost the chance for this relationship just because you still think about probably out there. There are still so many better guys, but none of them will give you satisfaction of 100% match your personality.

It’s not only happen to shoes, but also clothes and any other things. And it’s not only happen to woman, but also happen to any guy in this world (I got 1 male friend who doing these things, actually this post was made for him, but he don’t know my blog LOL).

There will always a little scratch…

Maybe you yourself, have a big scratch that you didn’t realized it yet 😉

Ahaha, actually I’m thinking to make a love novel titled “Being A Cupid”, it’s a story about a female who was chosen to be the 1 billion-th person in the world who is being a single from she was born until 25 years old (1/4 century) and never tasted any love relationship. And as a result, she will become a cupid. And this “picking a shoes” will be one of the problem in the story.

ahahah xD  I wonder if that kind of story can be sold to public~

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Scanning Makes People Feel Bad

Have you ever step into a shop and being ignored by the shop assistant?

I thought about this things, when I watch the 2nd episode “I’m A Flower, Too” a week ago, when the shop assistant, scanning the potential customer, by looking through their appearance, what the clothes they wear, the bag they are bring, from head to toe. Whether they should offer them the item or not, and the male lead Seo Jae Hee, told the shop assistant; “Scan hajima.”, means to stop scanning people like that, because it makes them feel bad.

Well it’s true, some shop are scanning their potential customer. When you step into a shop with sneaker and jersey, they didn’t give a shit, ignore you, because they think you are not qualify to buy their items.

I wonder, does their manager told them to sell things by scanning their potential customers? Actually I really hate for this disregarding. Well, that’s your job, the shop assistant job, to persuade the potential customer to buy your item and become your regular customer. Why did you disregard them like that? People are easy to persuade, just please them, some of them will gladly took their money out from their pocket (Include me) wahahah xD

Please, stop scanning your customers!

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Feel Disappointed And Pissed Off

I feel so pissed off today…

Yesterday a friend of mine asks me if I want to go watch Twilight Saga : Breaking Dawn with her or not. And I say, yeah I would like to. But then today 8 o’clock in the morning she was like calling me while I’m in a shower, I got 3 missed calls. Then I call her back and she asks me if I can watch the movie on 7 PM. She’s my friend for such a long time, how can she don’t know that I can’t watch movie on 7 PM, I got traffic at that time so I couldn’t make it. I can watch at 7:30 PM, and it’s only 30 minutes gap, but she prefer watch it at 7 PM with her other friends. The movie schedule has both 7 PM and 7:30 PM.

The question is… :
Did all of her friends will be dead if they watch this movie 30 minutes later?

I was being left behind today just because of those 30 minutes. She don’t even say sorry, after asking me to watch with her yesterday, suddenly cancelled everything this morning and she even break her promise. She was promised me to watch this movie together.

The way she did this makes me realize that I’m not even count to be one of her friends. Only 30 minutes she won’t wait and just left me aside. The point is not that I’m wanting so much to watch this movie, but the way she choose over that friend and me, and the gap 30 minutes. I also think that If she think of me as her friend, she wouldn’t do such a thing to me.

She makes me disappointed to the point that, if she ever needs me again, I don’t want to accompany her anymore, that I can just break this 10 years friendship. But I know it’s just the childish of me. Even I said so I couldn’t do that. I’m just in a state of furious now.

After some time passed, I’ll get myself back, and everything will be okay.

The point is, you might not realize that what you were did, what you were said, is hurting another person. You think it’s a normal thing, normal joke, when another person might be disappointed and sad like this, so you should be careful of everything you did.

Some people will only let this slide aside,

One of them might said that “We are human“, or “we cannot please anybody” as their alibi, their reason to prove that they’re doing a right thing. Do you know what’s the different “Won’t” and “Can’t”? If you said “we cannot please anybody”, then it should be at least you trying to please them but it didn’t work, it’s different if you are not even try to please them.

And some of them are different, they will just stay calm, whining on their blog (just like what I’m doing right now –LOL), and then pretend like they didn’t get hurt at all. In the other side, they actually remember each thing you did to them, hold grudge on you, and then when one day comes they will take revenge!!! MUAHAHAHAA~ (okay, okay, I’m just joking >xD)

I hope everyone who jump into this side, won’t do such a thing to their friend, it’s hurt, really. If you did, at least say “sorry” and ask for forgiveness, not to God! but to the person you hurt.

Most of my friends are male. They don’t really like such a Twilight Saga thingy. But they’re great friends, even they don’t really into this movie, they willing to watch it with me, so tonight I’m going to watch Breaking Dawn with 2 my male friends, they already bought the movie tickets now. Yayy~ 😉 Thanks guys!

Okay, I’m done whining today xD
There are still another some hours before tomorrow,
I hope I can turn this sad day into happy day. 😉
I’m sorry if you’re jumping to this post!

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Sometimes It’s Okay to Cry!

I’m A Flower, Too!

After watch the first 2 episodes of “I’m a flower, too!”, I like this drama a lot. I cried a lot in the end of 2^nd episode, when she’s crying and said;

I hate to be myself
I hope I wasn’t myself

Crying Is Important!

Who said crying is only for children, it’s wrong!

In the drama, the female lead was going under consultation psychotherapy, as if she’s get a mental illness, such as stress, it’s hard for her to express her feeling, that she always keep it by herself, and she don’t have any friends to talk to. And the psychiatric told her that she’s suffer a depression. But in the end of 2nd episode, she start to show her feelings by crying over the phone to the doctor. I realize that crying is important when you are having a hard time. After everything happen, just cry out loud, after that you will feel relieved, then you can think clearly. I think that’s why God created lachrymal glands in body anatomy. 😉

The Story of Mine

Having A Hard Time

I’m sure every living thing in this world, having a hard time.
It’s not only you, note that on your mind.
But the level of each living things to overcome this are different.

I was experienced the same thing as the female lead in the drama, when I was a young 15 years old teenager, I’m having a very hard time (I won’t write it here, it’s a complex story, that no one want to read it, include myself), and I had no friends to talk to, I keep it all my self until one day, its burst up and I found myself crying loudly in front of mirror in my room, I shout at myself,

I hate to be myself
I hope I wasn’t myself

It’s Okay To Cry

My life was so miserable that I think that everything would be better if I died, I was a silly teenager who didn’t happy about my life at all, to the point I attempt to suicide, Then I took the scissors in my room, and start to slash my hand/artery (Don’t try this at home!!), it’s not a rusty scissors, but no matter how much I slash it, my hand still fine…

I continue crying loudly, no one comes, I just myself inside my own room.

Remember this phrase?

There’s no rainbow without any rain.

This phrase was made to cheer everyone up; the meaning is similar with “No pain no gain”, but in a beautiful context. It’s not fully beautiful phrase because

Even after rain there’s a beautiful rainbow,
But the rainbow is not last for a long time…

That’s what life is, the rainbow we can describe it as happiness, that won’t last long. But if you didn’t had a hard time, maybe you wouldn’t realize that there’s a rainbow, that the rainbow is really beautiful.

Gloomy Rin & Rinrin

That day, the Gloomy Rin is died, and Rinrin was born.

Rinrin such a cheerful girl who is always smiling and laughing no matter what happen, always optimistic, walking proudly looking straight by keeping the head up, confident, talk what she want to, extrovert.

In the other hand, the Gloomy Rin is a gloomy girl, who is pessimistic, always walking with my head down to earth, not confident, and do not talk much, introvert.

People like Rinrin a lot, and Rinrin got many friends. They even said that Rinrin is friendly, and my life slowly become brighter. Even sometimes the gloomy Rin is still lies there, waiting for a chance to get the body back. The Gloomy Rin taken over my body when my black essence more than 60% xD

I hope everyone can get their “Eternal Rainbow”
With a little rhythm of the falling rain 😉

PS : I really looking forward for the drama! They’re lovely!

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